Great Days

Today is a great day for road cycling. Not that I have been out on the bike today. Even though I have a day off work, feeling a bit tired, so will endeavour to get out tomorrow.

No, today is the day I changed the lens on my cycling sunnies from clear, to full on shady. A day that says Winter has gone, Spring has sprung. Paris-Nice is done and Milan-San Remo is under way. I have a 100k IOW coming up, so need to start getting some K's in the legs. Although coming to road cycling relatively late, I enjoy it so much. The lanes around North Herts ideal to get some fresh(ish) air and see some wildlife.

Here are my rides, add me if you are on Strava, and I will post some to blog. 

Lastly, always remember, The arms of your sunnies shall be OUTSIDE the helmet straps.

Amber Pics!

Are here.

Very nice selection of her personal fav's. Head on over and let her know what you think.

Dean Street Soho London Feb 2015 Part 3

Concluding set of pics from recent shoot. Overall I am happy with them, and I feel my personal vision continues to develop. Feel free to comment, I am not afraid of criticism and it may help me be a better photographer.

Dean Street Soho London Part 2

Edited a few more pics today.

They have all had some post processing. Hope you like them.

Human Rights Human Wrongs

Had a superb day out with number two daughter yesterday. Visited The Photographers Gallery to view their latest exhibition. A collection of conflicts and some people who won Nobel peace prizes as a result of them. It was not light hearted viewing, but raised questions for discussion on the photographic medium and genres and general philosophy. TPG also has an excellent bookshop and cafe, where we had coffee and indulged in a bit of people spotting.

After the exhibition it was off, into deeper Soho for more photography as part of my continuing self assignment about this area of London. I chose Dean Street and the small streets coming off it. Got some pics I am happy with, and the first part uploads are here.

I will hopefully post another set next blog if memory serves.

Once we got to the bottom of Dean Street, it was around and into Frith Street and the coolest coffee bar in London, Bar Italia. Great coffee and authentic Italia food. Great ambience and a mod icon. Train home a quick after match Birra Moretti in Wetherspoons.

Fantastico!

P.S I am trying to encourage Amber to display her pics, but I am not getting very far!

Dusting off the cobwebs

Managed to get on the bike today.



Carrying too much winter podge and it was pretty windy and wet for a good timings, but excellent fun. A couple of hours and 40 odd kilometres along the country lanes around Stevenage. Very little traffic which is always pleasant.

Before Color - William Eggleston

If you are an artist born into our class, The Working Class, you are in trouble. There are many obstacles preventing you from creating, and very little help. Equipment and materials are expensive, sometimes unobtainable, competing with life's essentials. Of all the myriad crimes of capitalism, and there will always be too many to list, the hindrance of art is up there with the best of them. The greatest paintings you never saw, and the greatest music you never heard are by artists from the working class.

But as Elvis said, If you are looking for trouble, then you are in the right place. The camera is a genuine democratiser of art. It takes next to nothing in skill to lift the viewfinder to your eye and press the shutter. You can get a basic camera fairly cheaply, and away you go. This simple start is deceptive though. The more you look the more you see. Light becomes an object and all things take on new meanings. The tenacity of the working class cannot be stamped out, and what does not kill us, makes us stronger.

William Eggleston is a pioneer in the genre of vernacular photography. The study of everyday things. His book, Before Color, is a collection of images from the late sixties to early seventies of America's South. He breaks the 'rules'. Body parts cropped out of frame, horizons skewed, Because the subjects take centre stage, not technical banalities. Working class life is captured in all its reality. Americana cars, diners and lounges transport us back through time and history. I love these pictures as I love work by Stephen Shore and Henri Cartier-Bresson. To the unskilled and uncultured eye, these images may be described as banal. Until you sit with them for a while, meditate on them and let the sublime aesthetics seep into your soul.

I found my copy in my local WHSmith. A poor excuse for a bookshop, but the only option around. It has a pathetically small photographic section, maybe ten books, so I snapped up this gem feeling like a diamond prospector. At the till, the barcode didn't register a price or any other details. It seemed right and fitting that something as beautiful as this book, and what it represents bucked the corporate retail machine. For minute, I thought they wouldn't be able to even sell it, but that part of the transaction was successful, of course.

Enjoyed today's meditation. I think I have attained level two of the Shamatha course. Level two is continuous attention, but don't get fooled by the title. It is similar to level one, but with longer bouts of attention on the chosen subject. The mind still wanders all over the place, like a porcupine treading on jelly beans, but is able to keep some attention.

Ambers birthday meal tonight yay! Happy eighteenth to my penultimate child. I could not be prouder of all of them.

Still playing the cards

After not playing much poker last year, I have returned to the baize. Still in the micro's and still in the basement, 2nl. That is No Limit Texas Hold 'em, tables with a max buy in of $2.

I had always hoped to progress up through the stake levels, and make a second income from the game. As time has gone on, the game has got much harder to win at. You must study the latest trends in playing style and keep up to date with strategy.

Here was January

Small profit, but only 1.70 bb/100. 3bb/100 is considered the minimum for a good win rate. Here's to a better February.

Contemplative Photography

Buddhist philosophy has a concept called 'Seeing things as they are'. This means looking at things and not judging them. For example, you see a red traffic sign. Probably, most people, in their busy worlds, will not even see the sign. If they do, they may only register it as a mundane object. The contemplative photographer see's the red as it is, and appreciates it for what it is. This way of seeing, opens the photographers eyes to beauty, symmetry and all aspects of life. All you have to do is look.

For this set of pictures, made I sure I took my time and really tried to look carefully. One of the greatest photographers of all time Henri Cartier-Bresson coined a phrase The Decisive Moment. Which is a way of explaining when a photographer makes a picture and why. The next picture, I was hoping for something to happen in the frame, maybe someone walking across it. To add to the composition, but it was really cold, and that put me off waiting longer! So patience and timing and meditating are all vital skills for the photographer.

The Himalayan Boy and the TV Set

Is an excellent thought provoking, beautifully photographed documentary about Laya, a village in Bhutan in the Himalayas. It is seen through the eyes of an eight year old boy Peyangki. It documents the traditional versus the march of civilisation, as electricity and a road enter the village.

I laughed at this scene where Peyangkis Uncle and his wife have a 'domestic'. The uncle has travelled three days out, and three days back, sold a yak to buy a TV.



"Calm down" He says? How can you calm down from being the calmest person in the world?

Full Movie

Two posts in two days! Who'd a thought it?

I have recently started on a new buddhist course. It's from the Shambhala tradition, which has Tibetan and Hindu traditions. Specifically I am following the methods from a book by B. Alan Wallace called The Attention Revolution. It is a ten stage mindfulness and meditation program.

Stage one is called Directed Attention. You meditate by focusing on the breath. When you are able to do this, if only for a few seconds, then you have achieved directed attention. The book recommends twenty four minute meditations, I am not sure why this duration, but it is a nice number. I managed the twenty four minutes today and I am feeling very pleased with myself! In my opinion (and zen masters) modern living has seriously messed up our ability to concentrate and be still. I am hoping to achieve better mental focus, keep depression at bay and generally become a better person using this method.

I am also going to use the method in my photography. Becoming more contemplative in what I see, and how I see.

Thought it might be time for another post. It's only been a few years. My daughters stumbled across it somehow.

A Real Cool Hand

There is a poker scene in the movie 'Cool Hand Luke' http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0061512/ . The game is five card stud. On every betting street Luke re raises an opponents visible pair of sevens with only a King showing. On the last street after Luke has re raised yet again 'kick a buck', the sevens fold and he takes down the pot. Poker etiquette is then violated, but this is a chain gang game, so no one complains, by turning over the winning hand. Luke has only king high and has successfully bluffed the pot.

Although not in this case, poker is often handled badly in the movies. Rules can be incorrect or misinterpreted, and usually two improbable hands are contesting the showdown, maybe a straight flush versus quads.

Here is hand I played that demonstrates a similar concept to the hand played in Cool Hand Luke. At micro stakes it is generally considered bad to make fancy plays and bluffs as the players are too bad to realise what you are doing.

Full Tilt Poker $0.02/$0.05 No Limit Hold'em - 7 players
2+2 Hand Converter Powered By DeucesCracked

UTG+1: $2.39
MP: $2.66
CO: $1.23
BTN: $5.53
SB: $5.05
BB: $6.46
Hero (UTG): $6.62

For non poker players I am in early position or under the gun, of seven players with a stack of $6.62.

Pre Flop: ($0.07) Hero is UTG with Q T
Hero raises to $0.15, 5 folds, BB calls $0.10

So I raise three times the amount of the big blind and the player in the big blind calls. QT suited is not the strongest hand to make an out of position, pre flop raise with. In this instance I was looking to get 'heads up' that is, only play against one other player. The player in question had recently lost a few hands he would normally have won. Other players made bad calls and got lucky against him. He was trash talking in the chat window, and I saw an opportunity to play against him. I made the raise and the plan worked, only the villain called.

Flop: ($0.32) 9 7 K (2 players)
BB bets $0.30, Hero calls $0.30

Now the villain bets an amount close to the pot. This is not that unusual as there isn't that much in the pot. At this point I think I can outplay him. I think he may have an ace or pair, that doesn't match the flop. I call, I don't want to re raise as if he moves all in, I can't call.

Turn: ($0.92) 9 (2 players)
BB bets $0.60, Hero raises to $1.20, BB calls $0.60

The villain now bets two thirds of the pot, so he has slowed a bit. There is now a flush draw on the board. I still think the villain has nothing, and even though I also have nothing, I think my play is better disguised, and I suspect the villain thinks he is behind. I re raise him.

River: ($3.32) A (2 players)
BB bets $1.80, Hero raises to $4.97 all in

He now bets over half the pot, and I detect weakness. I re raise all in on a total bluff, I have Ace high. But the Ace of clubs now makes a possible flush, which I don't think he has, even if he has paired an ace now, my play looks like it can beat top pair. Maybe I had three of a kind or set, all along, or I have played the flush draw and hit.

The villain types "You lucky blighter" or similar into the chat window and folds. I ship the pot.

Sometimes nothing is a real cool hand, as Luke would say.

Resolute shuns.

I have not played much poker over the holidays, mainly due to working rather than anything else. Back to the grind today though. I have still only been playing 5nl, despite not hitting my bankroll target of $250. I could not face playing 2nl to recover from the recent dip. It could be taken as a sign of weakness, as a good player must sometimes drop down when the situation calls for it. I decided that if the bad run continued, then I would drop at $100, and as my bankroll considerations are fairly conservative, I have not been taking that much of a risk anyway. So far, so good, as roll is slowly building again. I still think it must look odd to outsiders, thinking "Why bother?" But for me, the challenge of beating the game at the stakes I currently play, and the hope I can make enough to step up to the next level are enough to keep me coming back.

I was pretty hungover yesterday from new years eve, but not as bad as boxing day. I was putting the wine away, xmas day, and I really paid for it. My friend Del, had tickets for West Ham V Wolves, so a pleasant head clearing day was had by the both of us, watching the irons get a comfortable victory. The O's got destroyed 5-0 at Brighton, so every silver lining has a cloud, I think it is.

No real resolutions this year, apart from do more photography. I had a chat with my nephew James on New years eve, and we are going to try and have a day out on Londons streets, doing a bit of documentary.

Web site of the day

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/2JtPAe/www.openculture.com/2009/11/free_movies_online.html

Merry everything to you all.

Black Wednesday

I don't know if you follow the stock market, but you may have noticed Toshiba shares took a nosedive yesterday. The city got word that I was team leader! The rota'd TL was sick, so I had to step up to the plate LOL. You could taste the irony, as the office clown, attempted to exert some kind of authority. It's a victory for slackers everywhere. Actually the team managed to keep a lid on most things, and apparently the company is still trading. I have applied for the post permanently, as they are fairly desperate to fill the spots, I may even get it. It's not much in terms of salary but will look good on CV.

Good graph for today

I even had A's busted by 22 on the river too. Did I turn on the chat as usual? Not a bit of it, just had a chuckle and played on. Maybe I have kicked the tapping on the glass habit, don't know, too early to tell, but definitely progress.

Don't Tap on the Glass...

Maybe I shouldn't have mentioned attaining the magic $250, as the poker gods heard and they have cast variance down on me with a vengeance. The fish are hitting every two outer on the river, like chasing is going out of business. I say variance, but some of it may be I am not the LAG I need to be. LAG means loose/aggressive, I play and raise more hands than a TAG (tight/aggressive) but less than the fish. The key to good lag play is reading the flop and outplaying your opponents on later streets.

Anyway, here is the most illogical thing I do while playing online poker. Tapping on the glass. Is when you berate, insult, and abuse the retarded moronic plays fish make in the hands against you, when they catch unlikely hands to win the pot. As any theory book will tell you, there is no justification for it. The outcome will be one of two things, both bad. A) You will educate the fish, by explaining his bad play. You need as many bad players in the game as possible. B) You will upset the fish, and he will leave the table. Now a potential source of income has left with your money. I know all this, and yet , cannot resist turning the chat back on (I have it switched off in a futile attempt to combat this habit) and giving the fish both barrels. I keep telling myself, I need to get over this but..... ah well, they say recognising is the first step.

Got to do a Double Shift....

Not too much poker in the last few days, I did double shifts at work Saturday AND, I say, AND Sunday, and as it is very busy at the moment, I only managed to play a bit at work. I have a mobile broadband dongle, so I can play a bit, only one table though, as work keeps getting in the way, so inconsiderate. Last three or four sessions have seen small profits, so still working towards that magic $250 bank roll. I have to decide how I am going to celebrate this milestone, sometimes it feels like a like a long time coming, but it's all good discipline and patience wise.

Needing the exercise I took a walk into town today, to get a haircut. Bought a couple of books as I had a voucher to use up. Looking forward to starting 'The Search for the Dice Man' by Luke Rhinehart. I had forgotten just how awesome 'The Dice Man' is and I have not read anything else by him. Took a quick look at this sequel over coffee, and looks really good. Also got 'Matterhorn' Karl Marlantes. Epic Vietnam war novel, an era that fascinates me. Lastly, 'Invisible' Paul Auster. Read quite a few of his, and I enjoy his enigmatic style. Thing is, I am already reading and enjoying 'Dracula' which I picked up in the cheap classics section of Asda/Wall Mart for a quid, bargain.

Quick ten minute video of my poker setup and a few hands here

http://www.screentoaster.com./watch/stUE9dQ0dLRFtWQFpcWl9aU1NS/simon_poker_setup

Web Site of the Day

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/1oiez8/www.bestonlinetools.org/50-top-websites-to-download-ebooks/

Don't Know What to Title Todays Blog

Yesterdays graph looking better. Recovered $5 or so, of the recent debacle. If I am on an early shift, I try to get in two hours poker before Denise gets home, but yesterday, quit early due to the high win rate I wanted to protect. This is not really the correct attitude in the sense, that if you are beating the game, then the longer you play, the better. But, another reason to play only those two hours, is because I then start to get tired. This is also when poor or sub optimal decisions start to creep in.

If you have not already seen it, my beloved Orient star in the latest Nintendo DS ad.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CwE0_bzZTQA

Me and Mark went to see the boys on Tuesday night, in a first round replay against upstart local rivals Dagenham and redbridge. I never thought I would hear the chant "We love you Dagenham, we do", but there you go, we stuffed them 3-2 despite the idiot ref awarding them a sympathy pen to let them back in it.

Website of the day

http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/2incLn/www.futilitycloset.com/2010/06/28/mirror-years

The Cooler King

OK, yesterday I was saying I was .82c up, well that went south pretty rapidly. It turned into what we poker degenerates call, a cooler.

There are sessions where no matter what you do, how well you play, the poker gods will mock you. They will give idiot players, fish as we call them, improbable hands time after time. Yesterday I had two full houses beaten, which accounts for stacking off twice (losing my entire buy in for that table). Sometimes you get in the situation where your opponent, known as the villain, requires a one or two outer to beat you. That is, there are only one or two cards left in the pack to be dealt, that can beat you. The odds against the villain hitting are high. But on certain days, they will, again and again.

This is what I have referred to before, as variance. Mathematical probabilities are correct over very high samples. In the short term all kinds of weird plays can happen. Even knowing this, is no guarantee of sanity though. You can start to question your strategy, your karma and whether it is unlucky to be superstitious (It is). Another downside to this variance is it can affect your discipline, I made some bad plays, because I let emotion into the building. The poker table is not a place for emotions.

Today is a new day, time to dust myself off, and get back in the ring. One upside is I get post a pic of the all time cooler king himself.